Wednesday, April 27, 2011

....uh, fuck.

RT's list of de-integrators
Notification: Updating list of entities involved in original de-integration. Current list:

The |OC|
The Rake
The Dark One
The Black-Eyed Ones
Der Erlking

Avis Detrimenti
Vulpes Victoria
Oceanum Spolarium
The Jabberwock


Tuesday, April 26, 2011

I wanted to post this here...

My hand that day I found blood everywhere...


For anyone reading this who hasn't already seen, Frap is back! Sort of... mostly... he has to do something for big tall and faceless now that he's back, but then I think he'll be free after that. Hopefully. = )

Friday, April 15, 2011


Gods... I.... I don't know what to say....
I'll miss you, I miss you now....
I know you'll never read this, but I miss you so much.
You deserve the best afterlife filled with coffee drinks. And Astrid'll be there, with Sharpie.

Goodbye, brother, mentor, hero.

J- Bye, friend.... T_T

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Joce and Frap

Talked to Joce. Not Regen, Joce. Thanks for that, Maze. Maybe I won't kill you.
Things are.... not good. At all. Frap is in his head. The others were too... That doesn't mean they're not dead. Or maybe it does. Joce was confuzzled on that one. He figured out a lot of things, if you want details, email me unless you are Janus and Maze. :)
It was nice talking to Joce, but... he's being punished by Janus. >.< Did get to meet fairies, though! They were nice. And... like snowflakes. Different. Frap, email me, If you can, please. PLEASE.

Monday, April 11, 2011

My dreams collected.

Anonymous reporting...

I'm just reposting all of my dreams together on here, at least the ones that were marked by Alder and N|LL... so yeah... you'll notice they all fit together... so... here they are...


I wake up... where we're hiding right now... so I didn't think it was a dream at first... and... well... everything seems fine... Tikka's still asleep... I slowly get up and start making myself some tea...

The light flickers and then goes out. I hear the door slam open and light floods in from the doorway. I try to scream, but nothing comes out. I shake Tikka and he wakes up, looking towards the door, just as they come inside. It's Alder and N|LL. Alder runs right at Tikka and hits him in the head with a baseball bat before grabbing Tikka and pulling him out of the bed, and tying him up. N|LL runs straight at me and before I can really react, stabs me in the right shoulder, pinning me to the headboard. Now I scream. I feel a sharp pain on my face and...

I wake up...


I come around in a chair, strapped down. I'm in a basement area... like the one I dreamt of before. I hear something in the darkness infront of me. I see... Him... he's standing there... his tentacles moving behind him. I scream something at him... I don't remember... and he's suddenly infront of me. He breaks the straps that are holding me down and picks me up with his tentacles. I writhe in his grip and try to reach the Athame. He tries to grab it and shrieks in pain as he touches it, throwing me across the room. As I land I pick up the Athame, which had fallen from my pocket, and stand up as fast as I can. He's gone... I suddenly hear the sound of rushing water and look towards it, seeing water doing just that, rushing towards me, as I'm swept away I slam against the ceiling, it is not gone like last time... I get small gulps of air as I'm swept along. I see the end of the tunnel and know I can get out if I can just stay conscious long enough to get to the end of the tunnel. as I reach the end I'm pushed up by the water and slam my head against the very edge of the tunnel at it's exit and-

I wake up...


I open my eyes... and all I see... is Him... He's staring right at me... unseeing, but seeing... completely motionless. I can feel something coming from Him... like utter contempt and disgust... I do not entertain Him... or amuse Him... I anger Him... I pose a threat... not enough to kill Him... no... but I can hurt Him... and kill His Proxies... and He knows this all too well... I try to look around but my head won't turn and I can't move my eyes, it's just Him... only Him... He moves closer... almost... gliding... and stops, just inches from my face. He kneels, looking me right in the eyes... and I feel this horrible... horrible rage... I see something move on His back and suddenly everything is black and I feel a searing pain on my face... I'm blind... He removed my eyes... I can't see... the last image I ever saw was His face... and now it is burned into my mind... forever... Him...


And I wake up...


As the dream starts, I can hear a river, for the first couple of minutes that's all I hear. I start to crawl away from the sound and can hear the rustling of leaves being blown by the wind. I continue to crawl until I accidentally bump my head against what feels like a tree. I slowly stand up and call out, trying to get someone to help me.

No one replies

I reach out away from the tree and feel another one, making my way from one tree to the next. After a few minutes I hear someone walking along. I call out to them and hear them stop walking. I hear a giggle... It sounds like Susan... I hear the person run up to me and grab my hand, pulling me along. Soon I can hear cars rushing by and all of a sudden the person lets go of my hand and I stumble, reaching out infront of me and putting my hands on the guardrail by the road. I stick out my thumb and wait. I hear a car slow down near me and as the car door clicks open-

I wake up.

So yeah, this is all obviously a threat towards me... but I'll do my best to stay safe.

Thursday, April 7, 2011


4pm-4:10 ish. went to woods
4:15: got taken over
4:50ish woke in the woods.

Hawkmantrio knows more than I

Monday, April 4, 2011


Let's see...woke up in Utah, couldn't remember anything, went to D.C., got kidnapped, flown to Kenya, escaped, went crazy, back to D.C., go to Antarctica, get some awesome stuffness, D.C. again, stopped being crazy, hung out in D.C. for a while, tortured for a week, met a girl, got a girlfriend, hanging out some more, still in D.C., can't draw for shit.

Saturday, April 2, 2011




Friday, April 1, 2011

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